I didn't mean to wait...........

Hey

I didn't mean to wait this long to post again. Its been over two months since my last post. Well its summer but my summer is consisting of school and work unfortunately. I passed all me classes last semester but one of them I barely passed I came so close to failing but thanks to me usually doing good on lab tests I passed. The lecture tests is what messed me up. I'm glad I got one semester down and out the way though. Now I'm in my semester which just started this week and I'm ready for it to be over. I got 7 more weeks to go. The classes I'm taken are English and Public Speaking. The dreaded public speaking that I wish I didn't have to take but I gotta get it out the way sooner or later so why not now. The sooner the better. I want it to be over as fast as possible I so hate having to talk in front of a class but I know I'm not the only one out there who has that problem and I'll just try to think that I'm not the only person in that class that feels that way so hopefully everything will work out. As long as I pass I will be happy. Luckily we have a really nice teacher so things shouldn't go to horrible. Work is going great. I'm still thankful I have my job. I feel so blessed to have it and couldn't imagine another one.

I almost forgot. I finally got to move into my own place. I love living by myself. Its something I have wanted for years and now I finally get to do it. The bills aren't that bad. As long as I pay them on time everything should be good. The only thing I'm waiting to do is buy me a new cell phone. I like the phone I have now but its time to upgrade to something else plus I want to lower my bill and not have to pay $80 some dollars a month. I'm waiting to get my money back from school and I can just use that hopefully I'll get it within the next week.

There's also a new guy in my life. He's not my boyfriend but I'm hoping it will happen one day but its not the right time right now. I met him at work and first he would come after me but lately it seems like I have been going after him. He's a great guy and he just makes me happy everytime I see him. I really think I am smitten. It seems like he's all I think about now and I start to miss him when he's not around. The good thing is at least I'm finally over the last dude that I wanted to be with. That's a good thing. I rather have him as a friend anyway. All the things that I have witnessed that he's done to other girls namely his ex and current girlfriends, made me realize that if we were together he would do the same things to me and that's not what I want. So this new guy I'm crazy over is the sweetest guy, he gives me hugs, all the hugs I want, and I like them a lot. The only thing that sucks is that we haven't been on a first date yet and I'm waiting on that. He believes in paying for the date, not me paying or going dutch, so I really like that. He's the first guy that I know who does that so that's definately one of the things that attracts me to him. I just can't wait to be able to get to know him better and hopefully things progress with us. I'm so hoping he's the man I have been waiting on forever. Only time will tell...........

I'm here.......

Hey!!!

Its been a while but not as long as last time. I think its been only a month and a half. Well I'm sitting at work right now waiting to leave. I'll get out of this room in exactly 14 minutes then I can get ready to go home and study for a little while. This is my first day back to work in a week and I totally didn't want to come in. I was so use to being off and not having to worry about coming in. I wish it could have lasted longer but I was eventually going to have to come back whether I wanted to or not. Luckily, today wasn't too horrible. I can't believe my first semester of school is almost over. Just 6 more weeks left or 5 if I don't count this week. I can't wait to have my first semester out the way. I just hope I come out with good grades. Its only one class that I don't know what my grade will end up being at the end of semester and that's my A&P class. My other classes I know I should pass with no problem but that's the only one I not so sure of. All I know is I better study my butt off these last couple of weeks if I want to come out with a decent grade. Its one thing in my A&P lecture class that bothers me and that's some of the students be leaving early. I mean EARLY!! Its like two girls that I notice that leaves no more than 30 minutes into the class. Its so stupid. Today they left 15 minutes into the class and I'm wondering what's the point in showing up when your just gonna leave. At least stay longer than 15 minutes that's a waste of a trip. Anyway, I had a great time away from work. I actually went to a beauty shop and got my hair pressed out. I'm glad I did because I love my hair pressed out but only when somebody else does it. If I do it, it turns into a puffy mess and it makes me mad that I wasted all that time doing it and it doesn't turn out right. I hope I can put it in my budget to get it done once every other month or every two months. It also was my birthday last Friday and I went to go see Kevin Hart's comedy show with my best friend and we met up with some other friends at Dave & Buster's but didn't play any games. It was still fun. I can't believe I am 23 years old. How times flies. I'm so hoping in a couple of years I will have found Mr. Right and will get married and have a family. Only time will tell but I'm so ready to start having a family if only I could actually be in a real relationship with someone to get to that point. It will happen one day. You know the saying, "Good things come to those who wait" and I'm definitely waiting as patiently as I can.

Bye for now!!

Is it wrong cuz I just can't help myself.....

I wonder if its wrong for me to have a crush on a 14 year old? LOL!!!! I'm 22 almost 23 and I have a crush on Daniel "Diggy" Simmons. He has to be the cutest thing out there. He has great fashion sense and it seems like he has a good head on his shoulders for somebody his age. I know he's only 14 almost 15 but I just can't help myself. He has the cutest smile and now that his braces are off. OMG!!!!!! Gorgeous doesn't give enough credit to his smile. I know I'm his sister Angela's age but man oh man he is so cute. I wonder if that would make me a couger for liking someone 9 years younger than me. I think it would but its just a crush. He is too much!!!

Wowzer!!!!......

Wow! I just realized I haven't posted anything in almost 3 months!!! That's crazy but let me tell you what's been going on. I have a job. Yes FINALLY!!! Its going great and I don't see myself leaving this job for awhile and I'm officially back in school. So big things are going on with me and I'm so thankful to be in this place in my life. This time last year I was no where. No school, no job, no money, didn't know how I was going to make it to the next day or week. Glad all my struggling is finally over. So I'm going to my community college for Health Information Technology and I can say so far, so good. I'm taking four classes right now and one of them I'm almost through with since it is only an 8 week class I have two more weeks to go then I'll be down to just 3 classes and I'll have my first class completed on my long journey to my degree. I'm excited though. Just trying to make it and stay focus since the last time I was in school I had a hard time staying focused and I'm not trying to repeat the same mistakes I made back then. The job I have is at a hospital and I'm still amazed that I have it, cause let's face it, getting a job at a hospital is like trying to win the lottery its not easy. I always use to say that but I was blessed to get this job. It was just what I needed and its a great job. I walk around alot so I know I get my exercise in everyday and when I have down time I get to sit in a room where I work at and not have to worry about being bothered too much. There's a computer in here that I have all to myself so I don't have to worry about sharing it with anybody and I usually sit and study or do my school work when I have a chance so its great. Another cool thing is I just bought me a laptop finally. I have been wanting to get one forever and I was finally able to get one thanks to my tuition money I got back. I love it its my favorite color red but I still don't have the internet on it but I'm working on it. I haven't really done anything with it because its basically useless without the internet lol. Plus I'm trying to start saving up money because in a couple of months I will finally be getting to move out on my own and I can't wait. I have been trying to get my own place for over 2 years but was never able to because either I had a low paying part time job or I couldn't get a full time job. Now everything is falling into place and I'm so excited. For a long time I have been waiting for my life to start getting better and for the struggles to be over and they are. Now if only my love life wasn't so hard to figure out but that's another story.....