Marriage goals...

I always wonder when the guy that I am suppose to spend the rest of my life with will come into my life. I have been single going on 4 years. Its a part me that's fine with it since its been so long but its another part of me that wishes I didn't have to be alone all the time. There's so many people I know that are in relationships and are married and I can't even get a boyfriend. I am no where near the point of talking about marrying someone. It kind of sucks. I will be turning 30 this year and I am hoping that in the next year or two the guy I am suppose to marry will pop up in my life and I can be married by the time I am 35. I still want to have at least 2 more kids and I would like to be married when I do. All I can do is wait for it to be my time and I'm sure GOD will send a guy one day. I think it will be nice to finally get married and have a complete family.

Tough semester...

So far I am trying to make it through this semester. I don't think I'm doing too bad but I think I was doing a lot better last semester. I had to drop a class because I felt like I couldn't keep up with it and there was too much reading and it was definitely hard to keep up. It made me realize I can do four classes but five classes is too much. I am just hoping I can make it through this semester and pass my classes with at least a C. I joined a club in my department called the Community Service Club. I'm glad I was able to find a way to get involved on campus which was a goal of mines and also to be able to do community service and volunteering opportunities. I was able to volunteer yesterday and it was pretty cool. Its nice to be able to go out and help people. I can't wait for the next opportunity and who knows maybe their will be more people to come and help since it was only 5 of us.