What is wrong with me...

I feel like there is something wrong with me when it comes to me liking someone. When I like someone I feel like I am all in to that person. That's why I feel like I couldn't date multiple guys at once. There is this guy that I like and he seems like a great guy. I have known him for months but things between us have literally gone no where. We have hung out at each others places but have never gone out on a date or anything. I am not trying to jump in a relationship with this guy I just want to be his friend, get to know him, and go out every now and again but it seems like he has been fighting me the whole time when it comes to me getting to know him or him getting to know me and going out. I have hinted at it a few times but haven't got anywhere. I text him but my texts go unanswered like he is ignoring me and I hate trying to communicate with someone and get nothing back. Its like I am talking to myself and I am starting to realize that if I can't get your attention then I am not meant to have it. I have been trying to find other guys to talk to between Tinder and Plenty of Fish so I can get my mind off of this guy and so far I am not having much luck. It has been hard finding guys that I am interested in. No one jumps out at me and makes me feel like I have to talk to that person. So then I get teary eyed because I just want to be somebody to this man and I don't think that will happen. I know I need to leave him alone but it seems hard to let go of someone you like especially when there is no one else to take my attention away from him. Why can I not stop thinking about this guy? He is always on my mind and it sucks. I want to stop thinking about him but it is hard not to. I hate feeling this way. Like I am a little heartbroken but its not like we are anything to each other so I can't feel too bad. I just wish I could for once have the man that I am interested in and that he can be just as interested in me. I feel like I always get looked over like I am not good enough. There has got to be someone out there I am good enough for or who thinks I am good enough for them but it seems like I will never find him. I feel like I'm trying to win the lottery-unwinnable. I want to be a winner for once I am sick of being and feeling like a loser all the time. When will it be my time to win?