Single parenthood...

Single parenthood sucks!! I don't regret my kids at all but it is definitely hard to have a life when you have kids around all the time. I want to be able to go out on dates and have a night out every once in awhile. I am interested in this guy I met on Plenty of Fish and we have been talking the past two weeks and it would be nice to be able to go out with him so we can hang out in person and not just be chatting on the phone all the time. I just don't want him to lose interest in me because I may seem like I am never available. I wanted to go out with him tonight but I don't have anyone to keep my kids so I am stuck in the house. I just hope I will be able to go out with him next weekend or the weekend after. I really don't want to miss the chance of getting to know this guy because I have kids and miss out on the guy who could be the one. I feel like just because I have kids doesn't mean I shouldn't be able to have a life and go out every now and again. I haven't been out of the house and had fun since last July. Now that I have a guy that I am interested in, I want to be able to go out every now and again. Hopefully things will work out. If this guy was meant to be in my life then I still have a chance.

Job hunting again...

I am on the hunt for another job. I like my job but I am ready to go. The lady that I work with is planning on leaving to go back home to Louisiana which means I am going to get stuck with all of her work plus I am going to have to work with a new person and I do not know if I can handle it. She says she is planning on leaving in July so I am hoping I can be gone by the end of June. I put in an app the other day for the same job that I am doing but at another facility and I hope I can get it. Right now, I am just waiting on getting a call for an interview but if I can make it to the interview, I hope I can get offered the job. I know the people at my job will be shocked if I put in my two weeks notice because they are banking on me taking over when the lady I work with leaves. It is just so many little things at that job that seems like it gets bigger and bigger to where I get irritated all the time and I just don't want to be there anymore. I pretty much like the people at my job and I like the job I do but I just don't want to be there anymore. Hopefully things will work out to where I can be out of there by my goal time which is no later then the end of June.

Another semester down...

The spring semester is finally over!! At least at my school it is, at the community college where I am taking my math class its not over for another week. Summer classes start in a few days. So I will technically still be in the spring semester while in the summer semester which is weird. I think I made it out of my classes with passing grades. I think I have a C and two Bs and now I have to wait for my math class to be over to find out what I get in there and I am praying that I pass because I would hate to have to take that class over. Now I can get into my summer classes and it might be tough because the sessions are only 7 weeks so a lot will have to be crammed into each week. I hope I can make it through and pass then I can go to the Fall semester and once it starts, I will only have three more semesters to go until I graduate and I am definitely counting down because I am determined to make it to graduation. Failing is not an option. I just want to make a better me and get a good paying job to where I don't have to worry about struggling for money. The end is getting closer and closer and I can't wait until I am there.