Last post for the year..

I can't believe today is the last day of 2019. This year hasn't been all too bad. I wonder what next year holds. I hope 2020 will be a good year. I'm going to work on trying to be healthier, save money, volunteer more, read more, get closer to finishing school, and if I'm lucky I might meet the love of my life. All I want is to find a man who is as interested in me as I am with him, someone who can get me out the house and have some fun every once and a while. I am such a homebody. All I do is go to work and come home. It would be nice to have a little excitement going on in my life. We'll see how 2020 works out when the end of it comes around. Will things still be the same for me or will a change happen? We'll see what happens...

Figured it out...

I think I have my school situation figured out. I'm going to have to miss out on this Spring semester but that will take me from three to two semesters until graduation. I think the best thing to do is to relax and enjoy this semester off. Finish paying the semester off and get back in to classes in the Summer. I'm planning on taking three classes this Summer and hopefully I'll pass then I will have three classes left to take for both the Fall and Spring semester as well as the internship then I should be graduating that is if I don't fall behind financially again or have to retake any classes. So I should still be on track with graduating next Spring. I'm nervous and anxious. I am ready to be done.

New Year goals...

Since the New Year will be here soon. There are two goals I want to accomplish in the New Year. One is to start volunteering more. I think I only volunteered once this year and I think it is because I didn't know where to volunteer but luckily on my school site they have a list of places to volunteer and I have found two places that I am interested in volunteering at so my goal is to try and volunteer once or twice a month depending on how much PTO I have that I can use. The second goal is to read more books. I am always so busy or tired that its been awhile since i have had time to read but since school has been out and I can read books for free through the library app on my phone, I have read two books so far in the past week and I am on my third. I forgot how nice it is to relax and read a book. Hopefully I can continue to do it but who knows if I have to miss out on this school semester I will have plenty of time to read.

Year almost over...

The year is almost over. Christmas has come and gone and it will be 2020 next week. I made it another year without getting a boyfriend. It's still hard to believe that I have been single for 6 1/2 years. Every time a new year comes around I always hope that it will be the year that someone finally comes into my life then the end of the year comes without it happening then I say we'll see what happens next year. Maybe 2020 will be my year or I will be saying this exact same thing this time next year.

I made it through the Fall semester. A B, C and C+. I wish I was one of those people who could get straight As but I'm just glad I passed the classes one of them especially since this was my 4th time taking it and this time I had a different teacher than the other three times so I'm convinced the teacher was the problem. I only have three semesters to go then I can finally graduate. I'm so close to being done but I think I'm going to have to sit out this Spring semester because I was unable to finish paying for the rest of the semester. I still owe $2,000+ dollars and if I can't pay I can't register for the semester. I have tried since the semester started to get the money but have had no luck and I don't know what to do. I'm trying to figure out my classes if I have to skip this semester and I am stumped. I am having a hard time figuring out how its going to work. I just wish I could find a way to get this money and not derail my plans. I have tried numerous times to get a loan but no one will give me one. I have tried to get a job which I did get a part time job but I'm not getting paid enough to pay off $2,000 but I'm still looking for another job. I literally have no idea what to do. I feel like every time I try to take 2 steps forward I have to take 10 steps back. I need a miracle to happen but I don't think it will.