Boredom always strikes on a Saturday night...

I am so bored I do not know what to do with myself. I am stuck doing school work but my mind always goes off somewhere else and I can't focus. I wish I had someone to talk to. This is where having a boyfriend would come in handy. I always feel like I never have anyone to talk to especially on boring nights like this. I'm so bored I just joined two new dating sites so I could possibly find someone to talk to but I feel like I done lost interest quick because all I want to do is talk to the guy that I am currently interested in and I don't know if I should bother him since he is out of town. He could be out having fun and he hasn't tried to contact me anyway since he's been gone so I doubt he is even thinking about me. I would hate to text him and not get a responds back considering I text him twice yesterday and never heard back. I just hate these boring nights it makes me just want to call it a night and go to bed. I can't wait the day I can have a boyfriend so my weekends won't be so boring. At least I'll have someone to talk to, hang out with, and go out with. I hate not having that person I could do those things with. I'm just sick of being bored all of the time. It sucks to not have a fun and interesting life. I hope that it will change one of these days soon.

Are things going to work out this time...

So a couple of weeks ago I was on Tinder scrolling through looking for guys to match with and I found a guy who seemed interesting. Luckily we ended up matching and of course I did my research to find out about him. He is a nice and tall man. The tallest guy I have ever talked to. I was so interested in him that I sent him a message on Tinder first. Normally I wait for the guy to say something to me first but for the first time I felt like I didn't want to wait and I wanted to say something but unfortunately he never replied back so I waited a couple of days and sent him a message again to see if he would respond because if he didn't I was going to move on. He responded and said he was going out to California for Memorial Day weekend so I didn't want to bother him while he was out of town so I left him alone and waited for him to get back in town before I said something to him. Luckily on Tinder it tells you how many miles someone is so I knew when he was back in town. That evening I wrote to him and he wrote me back and we chatted for awhile and it went from there. I got to meet him over the weekend and he is a really cool guy. We have hung out a few more times over the past week and I like this guy. I just hope I am not jumping the gun because I feel like that is one of my biggest flaws is that I become interested in a guy quick even when I do not know him very well. It just seems like there is something different about this guy although that may sound stupid since it seems like all guys end up being the same. All I know is that he is well educated and has a powerful job. I have seen videos of him online and it leaves me in awe because I can't believe that this is the guy that I am hanging out with. The guy I know doesn't seem like the same guy in the videos. He is very professional and a great speaker. It just seems like a totally different guy. Like this weekend he had to go out of town to give a speech at a graduation type ceremony. We have only been able to hang out in the house since with kids its hard to get out sometimes but I am hoping that sometime soon we will be able to go out on a first date and the best thing is since we have already hung out a few times already it won't be awkward. I don't want to jump the gun or anything especially considering how things with the last guy turned out but I hope things work out with him. We are only in the beginning stages of whatever we are or will become so we'll see as time goes but I really hope that we could possibly get to the point of being girlfriend and boyfriend. I would definitely be proud to have a man like him in my life. I pray that I will be lucky and blessed enough to have this amazing man in my life.