Monday, January 6, 2014

Snowed in......

I am in the house snowed in. Glad I didn't have to go to work today. I was already taking today off because I was suppose to go to court for child support. Tomorrow is my regular day off so I get two days off and out of the weather. Hopefully things will be better Wednesday. The weather is so bad the governor is telling everyone not to drive and to stay in the house. They are actually writing tickets to people who do because they are saying it is illegal to drive in this weather. The temperature is the lowest it has been in 20 years in super negative degrees. It's so crazy. I will be happy when everything is back to normal. The snow is nice to look at but horrible to deal with. I will be happy when winter is officially over. I am in kind of a bad mood thanks to my daughter's father. He has to be the dumbest most disrespectful person ever. He texts me to have my daughter tango him so I do it. At first, he talks to her but then has the nerve to put his girlfriend on to talk to my daughter. I didn't let him talk to her so he could put his girlfriend on. That is rude and disrespectful. It's bad enough that I have to deal with him bringing her around when he picks or drops off my daughter but that was crossing the line. Then he wonders why I don't like talking to him and why I don't answer the phone when he calls. He doesn't care about anybody else's feelings never stops to think about how his actions affect another person. I really don't like to wish bad things on people but I hope he gets everything that's coming to him after all the crap he had put me through. I'm still waiting on the day it all happens to him. He goes about everything the wrong way and doesn't care. On another note, I think the guy that I had a crush on doesn't want anything to do with me anymore. As I write this its making me tear up. I haven't really talked to him in over 2 weeks. I try to text him but he never texts me back. It's not like we have done anything for me to feel so strongly that it makes me want to cry but I really liked him a lot. I don't see myself finding another guy like him. He seemed to be one of a kind and perfect. Looks like I was wrong. As much as I wish I had a love in my life sometimes I feel like I am better off alone. No way to be hurt except for the feeling of loneliness.