Waiting on true love....

When am I ever going to meet the man that I am suppose to spend the rest of my life with? It has been a long time since I have been in a relationship with anybody or even been on a date. I have been single ever since me and my ex broke up and that was 3 and a half years ago. My ex took no time moving on from our relationship and even though he doesn't know that I know he just recently married the girl. It's funny because he has actually been hiding it from me. He hasn't told me at all and the times I have seen him he takes his wedding ring off. It makes me wonder why it's a big secret if you love the girl you should be happy and proud to show it off. Its not like I'm anybody to hide it from. Why get married just to hide it? I don't think I will ever understand men and their thought process. But I know I would be stupid to marry a guy who would hide the fact that he is married. Personally, I think its a mistake. There is a lot of lies and deception in that marriage and I think the girl was stupid to marry him but what do I know I'm just a single, lonely spinster who can't get a man to save her life. But I do know that the marriage is a mistake but it is definitely not my place to say anything and I can honestly say that I don't envy that girl at all because I would not want to be in her shoes. Anyway, I wonder when I can find a good man. I'm just waiting on the LORD to bring him into my life. I have waited all these years, I wonder how much longer I will have to wait. I just hope whenever he comes, he's in it for the long haul. I want a funny, loving man in my life. Hopefully he is honest because it is hard to come by an honest man these days. If possible, I would like to be friends first of course. I just want someone I can build and grow with and be able to trust. I have already waited 3 and a half years I pray I won't have to wait another 3 and a half.

Crazy long time...

I know it has been awhile but I didn't know it has been almost 3 months since I last posted. Where does the time go? Well, November is almost over. We are in the week of Thanksgiving. Which is always an exciting time. Time to eat and go black friday shopping, if you go. Thankfully, the fall semester is almost over. I have less than 4 weeks to go then I can get ready for the spring semester. I hope I can make it through all of my classes with no problems. It sucks being on academic probation. I can't even register for spring classes until I meet with my adviser. I so wanted to take a sign language class next semester because they actually offered it online and it would have been one of my elective classes but since I haven't been able to register yet I missed out and now all the classes are full. Who knew there would be so many people interested in it. The only way I can sign up for the class is if some people decide to drop it around the time that I can register and that won't be for another month. I'm just happy that I am almost in my junior classes and finally getting done with these core classes. It seems like it's taking forever to get them done but if everything goes as planned then I will be graduating in 2 and a half years and I can not wait. Then hopefully I can get a job making more money and eventually get me a job that I can work from home. Who knows maybe in 5 years I will be able to buy a house. Right now, I'm just worried about getting a condo. Its one I want that is 4 bedrooms in a decent area but I wouldn't be able to get it until I am ready to move again and that won't be until next year. If I am lucky it will still be on the market next year but only time will tell. So far I have been in my apartment about 2 months and it is so nice to finally be able to have my own place but I am kinda ready for it to be next year so I can hopefully get that condo I want. There are a couple of things I dislike is that my patio area is full of leaves and surrounded by trees and its barely any grass around but the apartments across from us is full of grass and no trees and leaves. Another thing I dislike is the washing clothes situation. It cost $1.75 to wash and $1.50 to dry one load. Its not like I have all this money to just get quarters all the time. I can't wait until  can have my own washer and dryer so I hope I can look forward to that next year.