Hot guy....

There's this guy I work with and I think he is sooo hot. I don't see him everyday but when I do, I sure get happy. We talk sometimes and joke with each other. He is a cool guy. The sad thing is I know I would never have a chance with him. He is a little younger than me and I usually don't go for guys younger than me like that but I would make an exception for him just to see where things went. He's single and has no kids so I would highly doubt a guy like that would be interested in someone like me who has two kids. He sure is nice to look at, has a nice smile and he wears glasses which helps make him more attractive. It totally makes my day when I see him. I guess all I can do is daydream about him since I know I wouldn't have a chance in hell with him but it sure would be nice. I know there's a guy out there for me somewhere. When we'll be together, no ones knows....

Organization dreams....

For years, I have always thought about joining a sorority. It has always been something I wanted to do. I have always had two that I was interested in but one that I really wanted to be apart of. Within the last couple of days, the thought of joining one has came into my mind and I started looking some stuff up. I found a blog by a lady who is in a sorority and she gives tips to aspiring entrants as well as share her experiences. Some of the things you have to do to even be considered to join one is have a gpa of 2.5 and have a background in community service. So this year, I am planning on getting my gpa up by making sure I am getting through my classes with passing grades and I am getting involved with community service. I have actually wanted to be involved with community service and volunteerism but never knew how to go about it. I started looking online for places to volunteer at. I have found 3 places that I plan on volunteering at. I have already sent in applications to 2 places so I just have to wait to hear from them. The other place I plan on volunteering on Saturdays and they have opportunities for one Saturday a month. So before I register I need to make sure I don't have to work that weekend. If I don't, I'll sign up and see how it goes. If I like it, I'll sign up again for next month. The other two places I applied to, one of them I planned on helping one or two Tuesdays a month and the other place I signed up to help on Thursdays and Saturdays, so I can do one or two Thursdays or Saturdays a month. The Tuesday and Thursday one I can just take those days off of work. But that is definitely one of the reasons I would love to be apart of a sorority is the volunteerism. The other reason is the life long friends part. It would be awesome to be able to have friends who would be like family. I already don't have many friends especially friends to go out and do things with or even talk on the phone and confide in. That is something I would love more than anything is to have real true friends. We'll see what happens. I don't plan on trying the sorority thing until the next Spring semester so for now I'll just focus on getting my grades up and volunteering. The one thing that scares me is the having to get a recommendation letter from an active member of the sorority you are interested in. I wouldn't know how I would go about doing that unless I was able to get involved some way on campus and I just happen to meet someone. I don't know how that part is going to play out but I have a while to figure it out. I hope everything works out the best way it can.

House plans....

This year I am wanting to buy a house if possible. Since it is tax time, my plan is to use my tax money on getting my credit report cleared off so I can get my score up. Once I do that, I can hopefully start looking for a house. I just don't want to get another apartment. I am sick of apartment living. I want a place I can call my own. A yard my kids can play in everyday. I have been looking for houses and I found one that's a pretty nice size. Its an over 3000 sq ft house with 4 bedroom and 2 and a half baths. It also has a living room, a family room, a loft and a den so plenty of room to run around in and have privacy. It says its going for $109,900 right now and hopefully the price will get lowered again soon. I just hope no one tries to snatch it up before I get a chance. It also said it needs some work and who knows how much so that's something I would have to look into if I get the chance. If I have a chance to put an offer in, I will definitely try to low ball it. That is, if it doesn't need too much work but it seems like a house that is too good to pass up. I'm surprised no one has put an offer in for it yet. It has been on the market since November. There are other houses I am interested in but that one is at the top of the list. I hope I can start looking real soon.

New Year.....

This is my first post for the new year. Sucks I waited so long but I did. It is February now. The night job that I posted about, I only lasted 3 weeks there. Which was for the best. I wore myself out trying to work two full time jobs. I wasn't getting any sleep. I would be dozing off driving. Now I know that if I was to get another second job, it would be part time but I don't have any plans of getting another night job. I am back in school and I am happy. I am determined to do good and pass my classes. So far I think I am doing good. I have been turning my assignments in, the only thing is the reading. The chapters are so long its hard to concentrate for long. I was only able to get into two classes this semester. I wish I could have taken more but I didn't get registered into school until after the semester had started and the classes I need to take, either they aren't offering this semester or I have to take a prereq first or they were full. I had all of my classes for the next 5 semesters planned out and since I got registered late and could only sign up for two classes I had to rearrange it so hopefully I'll be able to stick to the schedule. I plan on taking 3 classes this summer then 4 in the fall and next spring, then I should only have 2 left by next summer. After that, I'll be able to take my junior classes and I can't wait. I looked up the syllabus' for those classes and they seem easy. The cool thing is no projects and I don't think there are any papers to write. I have a year and a half until I get there if I can pass the rest of these classes I need to take which I plan on doing. I hope everything goes as planned but like I said so far so good.