The home stretch.....

I am finally in the home stretch of my pregnancy. As of now, I have officially 11 days until my due date. I am so ready for her to get here. I'm tired of being pregnant. The waiting game totally sucks. I keep hoping that I start having contractions or my water breaks but so far nothing is going on. I had a doctor's appointment yesterday and she said I was measuring 40 weeks but I'm still only dialated to 1 1/2 centimeters so not much is happening. I'm just trying to get everything cleaned up and together before things start happening. Hopefully I'll be in the hospital by next weekend. All I can do is wait and see what happens.

I hate being alone.....

I was just thinking about how lonely I am. I hate it. I barely have any friends and of course I don't have a boyfriend. So I literally have no one to talk to. Is it too much to ask to be able to have someone to confide in, someone to go out on dates with, someone I can depend on, I don't have much of a life. I'm always in the house. I never go out to restaurants or to the movies. I just go to work and go home. It just sucks so much. I can't wait for things to be different and I can be happy. I feel like I have been alone long enough.