Monday, October 28, 2019

This is crazy...

So today I just found out that the guy I like is having a baby. I don't know why I always like the wrong guy. All I know is he wasn't the right guy for me anyway and I feel sorry for the girl he is having the baby with. I assume its his girlfriend and he has been doing nothing but cheating on her so better off her than me in that situation. I always feel like I only meet guys who are cheaters. When is the guy who is meant for me ever going to come into my life? It has been over six years and I am still single. I honestly do not think I will meet anyone let alone a good guy. There was this one guy I met through the facebook dating thing and he seemed cool but every time I try to message him he barely responds and a conversation never gets started. The irony is he always posts stuff about women not initiating conversations. I try and get ignored. The way things have been going I don't think I will ever find anyone. I don't know where all the good men are but in my experience all men are cheaters. Every time I see someone get engaged or married, I always wonder why that can't be me or is it ever going to be me. As much as I would love to have a man in my life, sometimes I think I am better off alone.