Two and a half months in...

It is the middle of March and I didn't realize I hadn't posted anything so this is my first post of the year. So this semester is actually going well. I can't believe how different this semester is compared to last semester. We are on Spring break this week but next week we will be in week 11 so there will be only 6 weeks left not including finals week. I am ready to get through this semester so I can move on to the next. I should be officially done with school by the end of next year if I don't have any more problems these last few semesters. I only have three more semesters to go not including the summer semesters and I can't wait. I am still manless unfortunately. Spent Valentine's Day alone which I am use to by now. The guy that I have been going on dates with and hanging out with doesn't seem all that interested in being with me. I have known him for almost a year and it just makes me wonder why we haven't gotten together after all this time. How long do you date someone before you make it official and call each other boyfriend/girlfriend? We have been dating 9 1/2 months and I am basically still in the friend zone. I think I have officially given up on this guy. I don't even bug him as much as I use to because I'm starting to feel like what's the point. I still hope something happens between us. Maybe something will happen this summer, if not, then I will have officially been single for 5 years by July. I am still confused about if I want to go back to job hunting. I don't want to leave my job because I like my job but it's a part of me that feels like I should try and gain some experience doing something else before I graduate. I am really conflicted on what to do. Should I apply to jobs or should I forget about it? It's amazing how last year I was trying my best to get out of my job and find something else and now I am pretty content with my job. It doesn't get on my nerves as much as it was last year which is a good thing. In less than two weeks, I will officially be getting some braces. I can not wait. I have been waiting since last year and I can finally get it done. I decided to get ceramic braces because I wanted to have braces and not the Invisalign but I didn't want metal braces. I want the braces that have the clear brackets. My birthday is coming up in a week and a half and I will officially be 31. I still can't believe I am in my 30s and I still don't have a man to share my life with. I would love to get married one day but I can not find a man who wants to be with me. It sucks but hopefully things will turn around before this year is over. I finally made a plan on how I am going to lose weight. It took awhile but I finally have a plan in place. I found some exercise videos on Youtube that I am interested in doing and I am going to do a 10 day green smoothie cleanse. Once I am done with the cleanse, I am going to start drinking meal replacement shakes. I seen them advertised on Facebook today and it is a lot of people who are actually leaving good reviews and are losing weight from them so starting in April I will start my weight loss journey. I will try to record my progress on here and talk about how I am feeling as I go through the 10 day green smoothie cleanse. That is pretty much all I have been going through the past two and a half months. Until next time...