I didn't mean to wait...........

Hey

I didn't mean to wait this long to post again. Its been over two months since my last post. Well its summer but my summer is consisting of school and work unfortunately. I passed all me classes last semester but one of them I barely passed I came so close to failing but thanks to me usually doing good on lab tests I passed. The lecture tests is what messed me up. I'm glad I got one semester down and out the way though. Now I'm in my semester which just started this week and I'm ready for it to be over. I got 7 more weeks to go. The classes I'm taken are English and Public Speaking. The dreaded public speaking that I wish I didn't have to take but I gotta get it out the way sooner or later so why not now. The sooner the better. I want it to be over as fast as possible I so hate having to talk in front of a class but I know I'm not the only one out there who has that problem and I'll just try to think that I'm not the only person in that class that feels that way so hopefully everything will work out. As long as I pass I will be happy. Luckily we have a really nice teacher so things shouldn't go to horrible. Work is going great. I'm still thankful I have my job. I feel so blessed to have it and couldn't imagine another one.

I almost forgot. I finally got to move into my own place. I love living by myself. Its something I have wanted for years and now I finally get to do it. The bills aren't that bad. As long as I pay them on time everything should be good. The only thing I'm waiting to do is buy me a new cell phone. I like the phone I have now but its time to upgrade to something else plus I want to lower my bill and not have to pay $80 some dollars a month. I'm waiting to get my money back from school and I can just use that hopefully I'll get it within the next week.

There's also a new guy in my life. He's not my boyfriend but I'm hoping it will happen one day but its not the right time right now. I met him at work and first he would come after me but lately it seems like I have been going after him. He's a great guy and he just makes me happy everytime I see him. I really think I am smitten. It seems like he's all I think about now and I start to miss him when he's not around. The good thing is at least I'm finally over the last dude that I wanted to be with. That's a good thing. I rather have him as a friend anyway. All the things that I have witnessed that he's done to other girls namely his ex and current girlfriends, made me realize that if we were together he would do the same things to me and that's not what I want. So this new guy I'm crazy over is the sweetest guy, he gives me hugs, all the hugs I want, and I like them a lot. The only thing that sucks is that we haven't been on a first date yet and I'm waiting on that. He believes in paying for the date, not me paying or going dutch, so I really like that. He's the first guy that I know who does that so that's definately one of the things that attracts me to him. I just can't wait to be able to get to know him better and hopefully things progress with us. I'm so hoping he's the man I have been waiting on forever. Only time will tell...........