End of February.........

Well it is officially the end of February. It really sucks bcuz in this entire month I still have not been able to get a job and I really, really, REALLY wanted to have a job before it became March. I guess things don't always work out the way you want them to or have planned. I'm still going to stay optimistic and pray that the LORD will bless me with a job before March is over. I guess we'll see what happens. It just makes me feel frustrated to not be able to get a job. What amazes me the most is that I have filled out 24 job applications this entire month. 24!!!! And I don't have anything to show for it. I'm just praying my heart out that I can get a job before March is over. I want to be able to go to school and take some classes this summer and I'm wanting to get my own place before October and I need all the time I can get to be able to work amd save up the money I need for the things I want to do. I can't move on and do the things I want to do without a job. It just saddens me to think I won't get a job soon enough to save the money I need to accomplish my goals. I'm determined to do what I can to get a job its just a little hard when there is not much things to apply to sometimes. But I will keep my faith in the LORD and pray that HE has a plan for me and that everything will work out for me and that I don't have to worry about anything.

HAPPY MARDI GRAS!!!!!!!

Well it is Mardi Gras time and I wish I could have went. I don't have a job or anything holding me back from going right now and I know next year I will. But hopefully one day in the future I will get to go with my friends. I have been to Mardi Gras twice in the past when I was in high school, but didn't really do much as the people there enjoying it. Since I was there more on business than for fun, but me and my friends/family made it fun besides the hard work of having to march in 3 parades, which believe me, depending on the parade it is not easy. We were down there for 3 days and it is along drive but always fun to be around the people I considered my family and I still consider them family even though we don't see or hear from each other much. But those times were great and very memorable. I can't wait to be able to go down there with friends in the future!! HAPPY MARDI GRAS!!!!!

Disappointed...........

Well it looks like I won't be going on that date tonight afterall. I know it sucks but I guess I should be use to disapointment by now. I just wish things could go right for me sometimes. Well maybe some other time me and my favorite guy will go out, but right now, I don't know how things are going to work out between us now bcuz I feel like I'm wasting my time on someone who doesn't have time for me. But I'm usually not one to give up on things especially someone I truly have feelings for. So we will see as time goes how things work out, but I'm going to stay optomistic about this situation and hopefully things will turn out good in the end.

On another note, I am ready for the weekend to be over so I can find out if I have a job or not. I'm hoping on Monday I will be able to say I have a job. If not Monday, then hopefully, Tuesday. But, by this time next week, I hope I can honestly say that I have a job.

Late night........

Well it is 3:30 in the morning and I'm writing this entry from my phone. I have a sidekick 3 and I just got it turned back on after not using it for over a year and realizing how much I missed it. So I was excited about getting it turned on especially since I've had my other phone cut off for a month and texting is the only way I prefer to communicate with people. Now I need to by some accessories for it and the only way I know how is to do it online.

Anyway, I am looking forward to later on today bcuz I'm going on a date with my favorite guy who I barely get to see. We are going to go see Madea so I'm looking forward to that. I just hope my favorite guy and I can start hanging out like we use to. We have only seen each other once in the past 2 months. So I'm hoping things will go back to the way it use to be and we can start hanging out more bcuz I really miss that.

Starting out on a good note........

Well my day is starting out good and I have only been up for a half an hour lol. Well I woke up and decided to look for the phone since it wasn't in its normal place. I found it and see a number on there that called 2 hours before. So thinking it was for a job I called it back and it was for a job that I had applied to a couple of days ago. I talked to the guy and he wants me to come in at 3:30 this afternoon. I was happy but scared at the same time because I don't have any gas in my car and I didn't have the money to put any in, so I was trying to figure out how I was going to make it to the place and back without fear of my car stopping on me. I was at least gonna put the last 4 dollars I had in my bank account in and prayed it would help. Lucky for me, I checked my bank account and my tax money is in there!!!!!! I was shocked when I saw it because I didn't think it would be put in until tomorrow. So now I finally have some money in the bank plus a job interview today so I am feeling good right now. But what would really make me happy even more is if I get the job. I will definately be praying on that.

Stressing Out........

I am stressing out about not having a job. I continue to pray and hopefully by the end of next week I will have something. I have applied to 6 jobs in the past 2 days so I'm praying something will come up soon. I am really hoping I will get something asap because I am so ready to move into my own place. I am just getting frustrated with still living with my mother. As the days go by, the more I want to leave but I can't because I don't have any money. It will be March in a week in a half and I am worried that I won't find anything by then. But all I can do is continue to pray and be optimistic and hopefully the LORD will allow something to come my way.

Waiting for Monday............

Well today is Valentine's Day. Like I said, nothing is happening in the love department for me but at least there is a day I am looking forward to: Monday. Monday is President's Day and I can honestly say President's Day is better than Valentine's Day. I actually will be getting something I like and that is to see my show "The Presidents" on The History Channel. I always watch it when it comes on. It's so fun to learn about the past Presidents. I love watching The History Channel and The Presidents is probably my favoritiest program that they play on there. Luckily for me it comes on twice, in the morning and the afternoon, since I plan on going job hunting Monday morning I will get to see it in the afternoon instead. So I'm looking forward to that. I can't wait!!!!!