Stressing Out!!!

I am in a bad place right now. I am sitting at home and do not know what to do. I am frigging poor right now. I have no money and I feel like everything is in my face and I cant do anything about it if I wanted to. Yesterday, I was trying to help my friend out and gave him $80 to help him pay his rent. It didn't seem like a big thing until I got home. When I called my account to see how much money I had, it said I had $180.00 and some change so I gave him $80 of that. Then I put $15 in for gas. I got home and found out my cable was turned off and now I can't watch TV. I was going to pay it but found out now all of a sudden that I only had $50 and some change in my account and that's when I lost it. How did I go from having $180 to $50 and I only used $95? I still should have had $85 and the worse part is I can't find out what happened with the card I have. I tried to pay my cable with the little bit of money I had. I paid $40.54 then I called to see if it was getting turned back on. I was told now I have to pay $65 more dollars that I don't have to get it turned back on so now I'm gonna be tvless for a while. I wanted to try and pay some of my light bill cuz I'm behind on that too but the service that your suppose to pay it with always gives me a hard time. I just pray that I have enough time before they cut it off. I don't get paid again until next Friday and my rent is due then. If I don't have enough money to pay my rent and have some left over, then I'm not gonna be able to pay the whole thing and I'm already in trouble for being late too much. I am so in a bad place right now and I don't have anyone I can turn to. I can honestly sit here and can not think of anyone to ask to help me out and I don't feel comfortable asking anyone for money anyway, but if I did the last person I would want to ask is my mother I would be too embarrassed. I'm suppose to be getting the rest of my school money next week but its only $80. I'll see what I can do with that. A thought just popped in my head. I'm thinking if I can go to school and sell back some of my old books and get a little bit of money for them. I should have already sold them back by now but didn't. I think I'm gonna try that. I just hope I can make it through this rough patch okay. I just hope I don't come home one day and my lights are turned off. I can't even get my tax money because I wanted to open up a bank account first and I would need $25 to be able to open it. Obviously, I don't have $25 to be able to do that so now I have to wait to open an account and wait to do my taxes until I get the account. Pray for me......

On a much nicer note: I have a job interview Monday morning for a part time weekend job. I would only work Saturday and Sunday and the times are flexible. The lady I talked to on the phone told me that I would be able to come in anytime I want as long as I work a full 8 hours. Sounds good to me cuz I really need the extra money. I think the only bad thing is I would be working 7 days a week and I go to school full time so its looking like its going to be hard but considering the position I'm in right now I would be willing to make it work. I hope I get it and will be able to start soon.