Hoping for a good thing....

Hello!

Just sitting here waiting to go to work unfortunately. My job so sucks I am ready for a new one. I hate going up there. Its hard wanting to get up to go to a job you hate but my only motivation is money because without it I would be no where right now. Plus I hate depending on others to take care of me. I want to be able to take care of myself. I really feel like its time for a fresh start somewhere else. I don't think my boss really likes me and he told me the other day that I should of been fired but he didn't want to deal with the paperwork. So I took that as my cue to move on before I do end up getting fired and I need all the money I can get now. I'm already not making much up there as it is. So right now, I am hoping that I can get transfered to another hospital. I have already applied to it and I called the HR department to see what I needed to do. The guy told me I needed to get in touch with the manager at the hospital I am trying to go to but I didn't know since its a brand new hospital that hasn't been opened yet. Come to find out the hiring manager is my old boss who hired me for the job I am at now. I sent him an email about wanting to transfer to that one which would allow me to be in a new position too, which also means more money. He said interviews are starting next week and that he would let me know. I'm praying that he doesn't forget about me. I am so nervous you do not understand how much I want this job. I want it more than anything right now. I am hoping that I have a good chance in getting it since I have already been in the department for over a year in a half now. Still, it doesn't mean that I will end up getting it. I am trying my best to think positively but it still scares me because I want this job so much and I am so ready to get away from the job I am at. It is so annoying having to go to a job where I do the same thing every day with no variety. I want to be able to know how to do everything in my department not just one thing and my bosses are not giving me the opportunity to be able to do that. Even though they are letting others in my department. So I feel if I can't do more there I should go somewhere else where I will be able to do more than just one thing all day every day. Plus the fact that I am making less money than everyone in my department is definately unfair to me and considering I'm not going be trying to take care of just me but a baby soon is all the more reason for another job. I already realized I can barely take care of myself with the little bit of money I make every two weeks let alone a baby. So I am really praying that everything works out for the best. That's all I can do is think positively, pray, and hope for a good thing.