Trying to move on.....

Well I am still having a hard time with my break up. I'm starting to feel a little bit better about the whole thing. I don't cry everyday anymore thankfully but it still hurts to think about everything. I'm trying to move on the best I can but its not that easy when you lost someone you planned on spending the rest of your life with. There is this guy at my job that I am interested in and I think he is interested in me too. I hope I am not reading the signals wrong. It seems like he flirts with me when I do get to see him so I guess we'll see what happens. He asked me the other day if I had a special guy in my life and I told him unfortunately not and he was surprised about it. He asked me if I thought all guys were dogs and I said pretty much. He said that all guys weren't dogs and I told him that hasn't been proven to me yet so he said that we'll have to work on that. I assume he meant that he was going to prove to me himself that all guys weren't dogs so we'll see. The only thing is I don't see him that much. We work in the same department but in different places so I don't get to see him a lot. I want to be able to get to know him. First thing I need to do is either get his number or he get mines then we can get to know each other maybe start going out on dates. I feel like I spend my free time fantasizing about him and possibly having a future with him but first I think I should find out if he is even seeing anyone before I even attempt to even get his phone number. I have been waiting to get this weekend over and ready to go to work so that I can hopefully see him to talk to him and hopefully get his phone number or him get mines. The last two days at work I didn't see him at all so I have between Monday and Thursday to see what I can do. This guy is older than me though. I am sure he is somewhere in his 30s but I am not sure how old he is I will totally need to find out. Thankfully this day is almost over and I can go to work tomorrow and hopefully see him. That's all I am looking for right now is just someone to get to know and to date not even thinking about sex right now. I am not thinking about sex until we have had a chance to get to know each other better. I feel like I want it to be special and nothing to just rush into. I am going to try Steve Harvey's 90 day rule. His rule is based on when you start a new job you are on probation for 90 days before you can get any benefits  so the same thing will work in a relationship wait at least 90 days to see if the guy is even worthy enough for me to share that part of myself with him. But like I said I am just interested in getting to know him for now and I think it really interest me that he is older. I am use to only dating guys around my age never really considered dating anyone significantly older than me but I totally am game to try.

Wish me luck