The year is almost over....

This year will be over in 4 days. I am looking forward to a new year. I pray that next year will be better than the past two years because I have definitely been through hell. I just want to leave all the bad things from the past two years in the past and move forward to hopefully better things. I'm hoping for a new and better job, hoping that my life will become more stable and that I will eventually be able to have a good man in my life. It totally sucks being alone. I have been single for a ear and a half and have yet to even go out on a date with anyone. I'm ready for that to change. The guy I have been talking to I never see because he lives up north and never comes down here and with two kids I can't jut drop everything to go up there. I would love to be in a good, loving, stable relationship with someone one day I just wish it didn't take forever to have that one person in my life. Praying that the new year brings better things in my life. Just waiting to see what the new year brings I just hope it's not more hell. I have two years of nothing but hell I just want to officially be over.