Happy February!!!

Its officially February!! Yay!! I'm just ready for winter to be over so bring in March. I'm wondering if I will have a Valentine's date. I guess we will see.

Another Day.....

Well I had my job interview earlier. I must admit, I think it went pretty good. I was so nervous because of how job interviews usually are. They ask you questions that are usually hard to answer, but I made it through okay thankfully. The cool thing was the lady who interviewed me told me that she use to do the same job that I'm currently doing now so she knows everything that I basically do. The one thing that bothered me was my interview was suppose to be at 8:15 and I don't think it started until after 8:40. I was thinking I might as well mess this interview up cuz who wants to work somewhere where they don't interview you the time your scheduled. If I was the one coming into an interview at 8:30 instead of 8:15 that would make me look bad and make them not want to hire me. But all I can do now is waitt and hope somebody calls me with good news.

Mad Tired

Good morning!! It is 6:13am and I am up. I barely went to sleep last night or should I say this morning since when I last looked at the time it was after 2 am. The reason I'm up early is because I have my job interview at 8:15 so I need to be out of here by 7 since its on the other side of town. I am praying that I get this job cuz I could really use the extra money. I'm thinking after my interview that I'm gonna go straight to work. I think it would be pointless to have to drive all the way back home just to have to leave back out in 20 mins. and waste gas going back and forth. I just hope I do not get in trouble at work for coming in early. I guess we will see. I am just ready to get this week over with. I'm happy since I only got to work to Wednesday instead of the whole week. I love when I get days off during the week since I don't get them unless I request them off. It will be nice not to have to worry about work until next Monday. Hopefully, me and my friend will go apartment hunting this week. I hope it will be cool to have a roommate since it will be less money spent on rent. I already have enough problems keeping up with the rent I have now. My mother doesn't think I should have a roommate and I'm sure she will flip out once I tell her I have decided to move in with one. But it is my decision. I am almost 24 years old so she can't tell me what to do anyway and I think it will be a good idea. Plus at least I'm moving in with a friend who is a girl and not a guy.

Stressing Out!!!

I am in a bad place right now. I am sitting at home and do not know what to do. I am frigging poor right now. I have no money and I feel like everything is in my face and I cant do anything about it if I wanted to. Yesterday, I was trying to help my friend out and gave him $80 to help him pay his rent. It didn't seem like a big thing until I got home. When I called my account to see how much money I had, it said I had $180.00 and some change so I gave him $80 of that. Then I put $15 in for gas. I got home and found out my cable was turned off and now I can't watch TV. I was going to pay it but found out now all of a sudden that I only had $50 and some change in my account and that's when I lost it. How did I go from having $180 to $50 and I only used $95? I still should have had $85 and the worse part is I can't find out what happened with the card I have. I tried to pay my cable with the little bit of money I had. I paid $40.54 then I called to see if it was getting turned back on. I was told now I have to pay $65 more dollars that I don't have to get it turned back on so now I'm gonna be tvless for a while. I wanted to try and pay some of my light bill cuz I'm behind on that too but the service that your suppose to pay it with always gives me a hard time. I just pray that I have enough time before they cut it off. I don't get paid again until next Friday and my rent is due then. If I don't have enough money to pay my rent and have some left over, then I'm not gonna be able to pay the whole thing and I'm already in trouble for being late too much. I am so in a bad place right now and I don't have anyone I can turn to. I can honestly sit here and can not think of anyone to ask to help me out and I don't feel comfortable asking anyone for money anyway, but if I did the last person I would want to ask is my mother I would be too embarrassed. I'm suppose to be getting the rest of my school money next week but its only $80. I'll see what I can do with that. A thought just popped in my head. I'm thinking if I can go to school and sell back some of my old books and get a little bit of money for them. I should have already sold them back by now but didn't. I think I'm gonna try that. I just hope I can make it through this rough patch okay. I just hope I don't come home one day and my lights are turned off. I can't even get my tax money because I wanted to open up a bank account first and I would need $25 to be able to open it. Obviously, I don't have $25 to be able to do that so now I have to wait to open an account and wait to do my taxes until I get the account. Pray for me......

On a much nicer note: I have a job interview Monday morning for a part time weekend job. I would only work Saturday and Sunday and the times are flexible. The lady I talked to on the phone told me that I would be able to come in anytime I want as long as I work a full 8 hours. Sounds good to me cuz I really need the extra money. I think the only bad thing is I would be working 7 days a week and I go to school full time so its looking like its going to be hard but considering the position I'm in right now I would be willing to make it work. I hope I get it and will be able to start soon.

What's Up???!!!

Hey oh!!!!

Wow I seriously have not posted since June. Where have I been? Anyway, I'm still in school, and work, and have my own place. I'm in my 4th semester of school and I'm hoping I'll be able to get through it okay. I'm taking 5 classes and 4 of them are online so at least there is some convenience. I'm also switching majors. I was going for Health Information Technology but to be able to take the program classes you have to apply and get accepted and I didn't get accepted so now I'm going For Hospitality Administration with a concentration in Hotel Management. I'm excited but I still haven't put in the paper work yet to switch so I still have to do that before I'm official. I hope one day I can go on to get my bachelors in Tourism, but I still want to go to school for Sign Language and hopefully I can do that once I graduate and get me a day job. I just feel like I am going to be in school forever.

In my last post from June, I mentioned a guy who I was smitten with. Well I can honestly say I am still smitten with him. We're not together or anything but I consider him a close friend who I am glad to have in my life. The sucky thing is I rarely ever get to see him. We unfortunately do not work together anymore. He has been gone for 2 and a half months and although I'm use to him not being around anymore, I still miss him. He was my inspiration to coming to work. Now all I can do is hope to catch him one day when he's not busy and hope we can hang out. But I still hope that one day he will be my one and only special guy. He is the only guy that I can honestly say holds my heart at the moment. Who knows when that will change though. We still have not been out on a date either and I'm waiting on that to happen. I want it to happen soon and hopefully it will. I'm still shocked that we were suppose to have our first date back in April and now its January. I'm just hoping the saying "Good Things Come to Those Who Wait" is true to its saying.

I hope to not wait so long before posting again. We'll see.

I didn't mean to wait...........

Hey

I didn't mean to wait this long to post again. Its been over two months since my last post. Well its summer but my summer is consisting of school and work unfortunately. I passed all me classes last semester but one of them I barely passed I came so close to failing but thanks to me usually doing good on lab tests I passed. The lecture tests is what messed me up. I'm glad I got one semester down and out the way though. Now I'm in my semester which just started this week and I'm ready for it to be over. I got 7 more weeks to go. The classes I'm taken are English and Public Speaking. The dreaded public speaking that I wish I didn't have to take but I gotta get it out the way sooner or later so why not now. The sooner the better. I want it to be over as fast as possible I so hate having to talk in front of a class but I know I'm not the only one out there who has that problem and I'll just try to think that I'm not the only person in that class that feels that way so hopefully everything will work out. As long as I pass I will be happy. Luckily we have a really nice teacher so things shouldn't go to horrible. Work is going great. I'm still thankful I have my job. I feel so blessed to have it and couldn't imagine another one.

I almost forgot. I finally got to move into my own place. I love living by myself. Its something I have wanted for years and now I finally get to do it. The bills aren't that bad. As long as I pay them on time everything should be good. The only thing I'm waiting to do is buy me a new cell phone. I like the phone I have now but its time to upgrade to something else plus I want to lower my bill and not have to pay $80 some dollars a month. I'm waiting to get my money back from school and I can just use that hopefully I'll get it within the next week.

There's also a new guy in my life. He's not my boyfriend but I'm hoping it will happen one day but its not the right time right now. I met him at work and first he would come after me but lately it seems like I have been going after him. He's a great guy and he just makes me happy everytime I see him. I really think I am smitten. It seems like he's all I think about now and I start to miss him when he's not around. The good thing is at least I'm finally over the last dude that I wanted to be with. That's a good thing. I rather have him as a friend anyway. All the things that I have witnessed that he's done to other girls namely his ex and current girlfriends, made me realize that if we were together he would do the same things to me and that's not what I want. So this new guy I'm crazy over is the sweetest guy, he gives me hugs, all the hugs I want, and I like them a lot. The only thing that sucks is that we haven't been on a first date yet and I'm waiting on that. He believes in paying for the date, not me paying or going dutch, so I really like that. He's the first guy that I know who does that so that's definately one of the things that attracts me to him. I just can't wait to be able to get to know him better and hopefully things progress with us. I'm so hoping he's the man I have been waiting on forever. Only time will tell...........

I'm here.......

Hey!!!

Its been a while but not as long as last time. I think its been only a month and a half. Well I'm sitting at work right now waiting to leave. I'll get out of this room in exactly 14 minutes then I can get ready to go home and study for a little while. This is my first day back to work in a week and I totally didn't want to come in. I was so use to being off and not having to worry about coming in. I wish it could have lasted longer but I was eventually going to have to come back whether I wanted to or not. Luckily, today wasn't too horrible. I can't believe my first semester of school is almost over. Just 6 more weeks left or 5 if I don't count this week. I can't wait to have my first semester out the way. I just hope I come out with good grades. Its only one class that I don't know what my grade will end up being at the end of semester and that's my A&P class. My other classes I know I should pass with no problem but that's the only one I not so sure of. All I know is I better study my butt off these last couple of weeks if I want to come out with a decent grade. Its one thing in my A&P lecture class that bothers me and that's some of the students be leaving early. I mean EARLY!! Its like two girls that I notice that leaves no more than 30 minutes into the class. Its so stupid. Today they left 15 minutes into the class and I'm wondering what's the point in showing up when your just gonna leave. At least stay longer than 15 minutes that's a waste of a trip. Anyway, I had a great time away from work. I actually went to a beauty shop and got my hair pressed out. I'm glad I did because I love my hair pressed out but only when somebody else does it. If I do it, it turns into a puffy mess and it makes me mad that I wasted all that time doing it and it doesn't turn out right. I hope I can put it in my budget to get it done once every other month or every two months. It also was my birthday last Friday and I went to go see Kevin Hart's comedy show with my best friend and we met up with some other friends at Dave & Buster's but didn't play any games. It was still fun. I can't believe I am 23 years old. How times flies. I'm so hoping in a couple of years I will have found Mr. Right and will get married and have a family. Only time will tell but I'm so ready to start having a family if only I could actually be in a real relationship with someone to get to that point. It will happen one day. You know the saying, "Good things come to those who wait" and I'm definitely waiting as patiently as I can.

Bye for now!!