Family and Valentine's Day

I was wondering if anybody my age that is single thinks about starting a family like I do. I always think about wanting to start a family now. I know I'm still young and have plenty of time but it comes across my mind all the time that I wish I could get married and start a family. I want at least 4 kids so I saythe earlier I start the more I canhave. But I have to find the right guy first but thats all in GOD's hands. Plus there is still alot of things I want to do before I have kids. I'm still wanting to get back in school which probably won't happen until next year and I need a good decent job, as well as needing to move out of my mother's house which will hopefully happen by the end of this year. But I think I have really been having baby fever for awhile now. Its sooooooooo many people my age and people I went to high school with who have kids now and everytime I see someone with a kid or someone who is having one it makes me wish that I could have one too. I know having kids is a big responsibility and it shouldn't be taking lightly but I can't help having the feeling that I'm ready to start having them. At least I know I'm not a teenager and having a kid in high school. I'm blessed to not be one of those statistics. But like I said before its all in GOD's hands and when he feels the time is right for me to have a boyfriend, get married, and have kids it will happen and hopefully I will be ready. I just hope it happens before I turn 30, I always think that if I'm over 30 and am not married and have no kids that its too late. I know thats crazy but thats the crazy thought in my head.

Well Valentine's Day is coming up. BOOOOO!!!!! is what I say. Valentine's Day is always a sucky day in my book. I am officially going to start treating it like a regular day if was just that easy. All the things you can buy at the store for your "loved ones" makes me wish I had someone to buy me something and make me feel special for a day. But who knows when that will ever happen. I'm kinda hoping that maybe this year I will get something special or go on a date. I have a guy who could possibly be my valentine but who knows what will happen. But it always seems to be the same thing every year just me and me alone.