Cotinuation and nervous......

So to continue on with my last post I didn't have to go into work yesterday but the lady called and asked me to come in today from 12:30-9pm. That seems like all day but I need the money so I have no reason to complain. Plus I never have anything else better to do on Saturday anyway. Well to another topic I had a job interview with this company yesterday and that's what I am sooo nervous about. I was suppose to go in at 10:30am but my ride, who happened to be the guy who I talked about in my last posts about him hurting me to get back with his ex, anyway, he was my ride and then the night before he called me and told me that he wasn't going to be able to take me at 10:30 because his gf had to be at work at 11. So of course he had to take her to work and you know I get backburnered(is that even a word?) because he's gonna choose her first for everything. Of course she comes before me even though we had made the plans for him to take me and she told him at the last minute that he had to take her. You don't know how pissed off I was about that. Anything between me and him has definately been ruined by this girl and I know I shouldn't say this but I really wish he would break up with this girl once in for all and things can go back to normal between us and I don't have to feel awkward for needing favors or even wanting us to hang out. Another thing that pissed me off was this dude was seriously gonna have one of his friends take me to my job interview. Why would this dude even think I would go along with anything like that? To have some random guy that I don't know, never talked to or seen take me to my job interview. I know I'm not much of a priority to this dude anymore but it would be nice if he gave me a little consideration. Well I got the job interview rescheduled to 12:30pm so he was able to take me. Let's just say I felt really awkward being in the car with him especially considering where I was sitting his stinking gf was just sitting at. I had also found out that he had went to the casino without me when we were suppose to go together. He claims to had went with his friend but I think he went with his gf and he wasn't gonna tell me considering that we were suppose to go together. I realize this dude does soo much to piss me off and hurt me. I honestly question why I am even still friends with this guy.

Anyway, back to the job. I waited about an hour before my interview started and the lady finally came and I got to walk around the warehouse and she was explaining everything to me, what they do and what I would be doing. Then we sat in the break room where we continued the interview and it was really nice. I really think the interview went well. I was also shocked to here that for the position I applied to they had 140 applications and the hr manager choosed the top10 to send to the lady who interviewed me and she chose the top 5 from that so I made it to the top 5 out of 140 applicants. I really felt lucky and blessed to hear that. Now I have to wait until Tuesday to find out if I get the job or not. I am praying my heart out that I get this job. I know the odds are against me because out of the top 5 there were 3 internal candidates and 2 of us external candidates. I just see it as why choose one of the internal candidates when their already working there over someone who really needs a job. I just pray I get this job. I have to wait the next 3 days until I can find out and its going to be complete torture. But I'm definately trying to stay optimistic and trying to keep the faith that I will get this job. I would prefer this job over the one I have now but at least I know if this job falls through I do have the one I'm at now. I don't want this job to fall through I really want this job badly. The only thing I would have to worry about is the whole car situation if I actually do get this job but I know everything will work its self out. I know whatever happens is apart of GOD'S plan and what's meant to be will be. I just can't stop thinking about the possibilities if I do get this job. Like going to school and getting out of my mother's house which it is officially time for me to go so I really need this job more than anything. I know either way whether I get the job or I don't I know I will be crying when I find out. I pray everything works out. I'm so nervous but like I keep saying I'm praying that everything works out in my favor and I get this job. My ultimate goal is to get back in school in January and its coming up fast so I need to make sure I have a good job secure so I can start the process of registering because I want to have that taken care of by December. This job I currently have now I'm considered a temp and who knows if I will actually make it to real employee status. I'm so sick of the whole temp job thing after the last time. That's why I'm praying I get this other job because I'm actually getting hired on by the actual company not through a temp and not to mention the pay is really good and I will have a title. I would be an "Inventory Control Specialist" and at the job I'm at now I think I'm just a warehouse worker and the job I do is nothing worth while. If I stayed there I honestly would not know what to put on my resume to explain what it is I do. So its just sooooo many reason why I am going crazy about getting this job. I want it soooo much and soooo badly. But like I said all I can do is pray and stay encouraged, keep the faith, and stay optimistic and everything will work out. I'll write about what ends up happening and praying that I get to write some good news and nothing bad. LORD knows I could definately use some good news right now after all these bad things that's been happening to me the past few months.

WISH ME GOOD LUCK!!!!