Thursday, April 28, 2011

I have no problems dealing............

My boyfriend is the love of my life. I do not know where I would be if he wasn't in my life right now. We have only been together for 2 months but it seems like longer. The crazy thing is he use to be married. Actually he just got a divorce and was only married for about 6-7 months. We got together before he got a divorce. I know that doesn't sound right but its hard to resist someone you have an instant connection with plus his marriage was over before we got together anyway. I think I was the one to help him speed up the process of getting the divorce. I never thought that I would be in a relationship with a divorced man. I guess its one of those never say never situations. He also has a son. Which is another one of those I never thought I would be in a relationship with a guy with kids but I am. Unfortunately, his son lives in Texas so he never gets to see him. I think its sad because he can't be around his son to watch him grow up and to teach him things. I know it hurts him a lot. The only thing he can do is talk to his son on the phone. He never sees him and doesn't get to spend the holidays with him. I can't help but think that if me and my love are going to be together forever I might as well say I have a stepson which is crazy to me. I can't imagine having an instant son in my life but if he is I will be there for him just like I would my own children. I think the scary part would definitely be meeting him for the first time. I will be nervous because I wouldn't know what to do or how he would be around me but I can deal. I have no problems dealing....I think......

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