The LORD blessed me.....

The LORD finally blessed me with a boyfriend. I still can't believe that I can actually say that I have a boyfriend. It still seems weird. I never would have thought I would actually get to say those words. It seems like its been forever that I have waited for the LORD to send me someone who was just for me. I had a bunch of lame guys in my life that didn't want the same things that I wanted. All I ever wanted was to have a guy who wanted to be around me as much as I wanted to be with them and someone that I can see myself having a future with. I am 24 years old and I'm not getting any younger. It happened at the most random time. In early February, there was a contest going on at radio stations in different cities for Valentine's Day about who was the cutest couple. They had to submit a photo and tell the story of how they met each other. I would sit there and read as much as I could. It was nice to read how people met. I had fun reading them but it would make me sad because I would start to think, Why haven't I met the love of my life yet? I always thought it would never happen. Plus the guy that I liked at the time wasn't paying my any attention. I never got to see him or spend any time with him, he never called or texted me, and when I tried he never answered or replied back. So after that, I decided that I was through with dudes. I wasn't gonna worry about them any more because it was a waste of time. Then one day the love of my life wrote me on facebook and told me that I was beautiful because he was looking at my profile pic. I said thanks and he wrote back to see how I was. By the way, we had already knew each other from the past before he wrote me. We met in high school when I was a freshman and he was a sophomore. We were both in band together. I played clarinet and he played bass drum. He was my boyfriend for awhile back then but it didn't last long. He was interested in sex and being 14 and a freshman in high school I was scared and knew nothing about it so every time he made a move I would become nervous. So after awhile he dumped me and later he transferred schools and we lost touch. Now years later, we reconnected through facebook. After the first time he wrote me, we didn't talk for another two weeks. Then one day when I happened to be off work because I was suppose to take a CPR class but ended up signing up for the wrong one. I went home and got on facebook. We started writing each other again until we realized we were both on the computer so we started chatting on there and was talking to each other for 4-5 hours. It was nice then the next day he gave me his number so we could text each other while he was at work. So we started texting each other all day and night then talking on the phone. It was weird because I have never talked and texted somebody before all day everyday. A couple days had passed and he was ready to see me face to face so he was off on a Friday and after I got off work we hung out. I was a little nervous because I hadn't seen this dude in years but it wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. That day forward we became inseparable. We are together as much as we can be. Between our work schedules we barely have time together but we cherish every time we are. I don't think I have ever been so serious about a guy before. I am so in love and I believe he is my soulmate and that we were meant to be together. Before he came into my life, I never knew I could have someone who would love me so much. He likes being around me all the time. He likes to be with me and do things with me. He tells me I'm beautiful all the time. I never had that before. He likes to take care of me. Not that I need him to but he gives me money if I need it. He drives me to and from work. Its so amazing to me. He is my everything I pray that he will be mine forever. I don't need nor want anybody else.

I wrote alot! I'm so happy but there's more. So on to the next post.....