Life is all bad....

My life sucks right about now. I am still having issues with my ex. After being broken up for a little over 2 months now it still hurts. The bad part is, is he has a new girlfriend already. we were together for over 2 years and lived together. It is just hard to believe that he could move on to someone else so fast. I couldn't imagine doing that. My heart is still with him so I couldn't see myself jumping into another relationship after my future was suppose to be with him. Is it wrong for me to want to be with the man I gave my heart to and had a child by? All I want is my family together. I feel so stupid because I am still crying over this guy and he is not even thinking twice about me. I just wish I could wake up and my life was back to the way it was and I had my family back together and the man that I fell in love with but that does not look like it is going to happen. I'm in so much pain it sucks. I just don't want to be sad anymore. I want to be happy. I wish it was as easy for me to move on as it was for him. Hopefully I will start to feel better soon but right now I'm not and who knows how long it will be before I do.