Another sucky day....

Well this whole thing with me and my ex boyfriend is just a complete nightmare. I still don't know what it is that happened that made him want to leave us. Every time I ask it seems like he doesn't want to talk about it but I feel like I have a right to know what happened. I'm not just about to except it being over without knowing why and he just will not give me a straight answer. I feel like he doesn't need to text or call me about anything anymore not our daughter anything. Until he can grow up enough to give me an explanation as to what happened we have nothing to talk about. Its like he just ignores me when I text him and all he ever says is things about our daughter. I feel you weren't worried about her when you decided to leave us. I just feel like I don't deserve to be treated this way. I really wish this was nothing but a nightmare because I want to wake up and have my life go back to the way it was. I know that isn't going to happen. All I can do is just worry about me and my daughter now. He acts like things are so bad that our relationship cant be fixed or worked out then I just have to move on alone. I guess he didn't love me enough for us to work things out. My biggest fear is him leaving me for someone else like I wasn't good enough. I hope that isn't the case. I just wish I could have my family back and I have no idea what to do but to do nothing. I just wish I could get a real reason as to why my relationship is over.