So hard to wait.....

I have been job hunting this whole year and it is amazing how hard it is to get a job. I have applied to over 100 jobs and still nothing. I am just determined to get out of my dead end job and go somewhere that I can be appreciated and earn more money. I can't even get an apartment because of the little money I make. That is why I am stuck living with my grandmother because I am on the waiting list for low income apartments and the waiting is torture. I have been on the waiting list for 3 1/2 months now. I wonder how much longer I am going to have to wait. Too bad I can't move out west or something. It seems like all the decently priced apartments are either out west or out south and I can't go that far. I am trying to stay around the area that I have always been but it is hard. If I could just get me a decent paying job then I would be able to get any apartment that I want with no problems. I have applied to a couple of jobs today that I have found on Indeed. Now I am looking on Simply Hired to see if there is anything else I can apply to. It is so hard and torturing to be waiting by the phone for someone to call between waiting on getting another job and trying to get an apartment it seems to make things stressful. I feel like I am hoping for a Christmas miracle and that I will be able to get an apartment and a job by then. I will settle for one or the other I just want something to happen soon. Christmas is less than 6 weeks away so all I can do is pray for a miracle and wait and see if anything happens.....