In complete shock......

Well apparently my ex's girlfriend is still pregnant. He literally lied this whole time and said she got an abortion. I guess she is further along then I thought because he said it was a boy. Imagine my face when he made it seem like I shouldn't be upset. You have been lying and telling me stories all this time and nothing was true. I feel like I have to eat my words from my last post because none of it is going to happen. He is still telling me to get an abortion and I thought we were done and he was excepting it and trying to be in it with me. This all has truly hurt my feelings. The other day he was treating me like he wanted to be with me. Laying with me, kissing me, telling me he missed us and then two days later to start treating me like nothing ever happened and start treating me hatefully because I won't get an abortion. You can not force anyone to get an abortion you can just choose not to have anything to do with it. I was already planning on doing this alone until he started playing these mind games and pretending that he wanted to be with me. I'm just left in tears because I don't understand how I can get treated this way. He makes it seem like I got myself pregnant. He keeps saying what am I going to do with another kid? I say shouldn't you be asking your girlfriend the same question? It's not even guaranteed that yall will even be together in the next year. She just might be stupid enough to stay with him after he done cheated on her and got the other girl pregnant. I just feel so lost and don't know what to do I feel like I have to go through all of this by myself. He's pretty much telling me that if I don't get an abortion that he doesn't want to have anything to do with me. I don't understand how anyone who claims to love someone would tell them to get an abortion and if they don't they don't want anything to do with them. I know a real man wouldn't say anything like that. It's sad when you don't know if anything that comes out of his mouth is true. It seem like everything he ever says is a lie. It is truly sad and I wish I wasn't going through this bull right now but it is what it is. I am going to have to figure out what I am going to do eventually but I plan on keeping this baby so I am sure I am going to have to go through all of this alone. I wish things could be different and I could be happy about things like I was in my last post but those dreams have been shattered now its back to a bad reality.