Heading to December...

I can't believe it is almost December. It will be officially December in 2 more days. My baby's birthday is on the first she will be the big 3. It is hard to believe 3 years have came and gone already. The girls are getting so big and I pray the LORD blesses me with more kids one day. On Sunday, I went to go see Janet Jackson and it was an awesome show. I kinda wish I could see it again and get closer seats. I was in the 8th row so close to the stage but hopefully the next concert I go to I can be even more closer to the stage. I went with the guy that has pretty much turned into my go to guy for dates although I wish it could be more than that. I feel like there is something there between us and it is funny to me because it seems like we both want to kiss each other but neither one of us want to make the first move or we are scared to go there. As long as I have known him, which has been since April, all we have done is hug which is cool but it would be nice if we could be more affectionate to each other. I guess it would be better to wait until we got to a point where we are more than just dates. I was just thinking that it would be cool if we spent New Years Eve together and we could share our first kiss at midnight and maybe officially become a couple and start the New Year off as boyfriend and girlfriend. I think that would be so awesome if that were to happen.