Feeling like crap...

I feel so hurt. The guy that I have been dating and was really into told me that he got his daughter's mom pregnant. They are not together or anything but somehow it happened. I think the one thing that upsets me the most is that I have been praying for this man and thanking the LORD for putting him in my life and then this happens. I really liked this guy and it just sucks that I always get the short end of the stick when it comes to finding love. We're still friends and that's luckily all we have been anyway. If we had been anything more then I would be more hurt but he basically friend zoned me and said he would rather be single so he can have his freedom. I guess I'm better off because I doubt I would want to be with a guy who is having another woman's baby. I'm trying to stop the tears because it does hurt. I am real depressed and hopefully it won't take forever to pass. I feel like when I think about it, it makes me teary eyed and since I am at work I have to hold the tears in the best I can. I think I am officially done with guys. I think I am set on being alone. I don't want to be but it seems like every time I am interested in a guy he is either married, has a girlfriend, still has feelings for their ex, or friend zones me. I have the absolute worst luck when it comes to men. No wonder I have been single for 4 1/2 years. It seems like there are no good, decent men around or I am just having the roughest luck finding someone. It seems to make sense to forget guys because I always end up hurt. Am I ever going to have a good, decent guy come into my life and wants a relationship, maybe get married and have more kids? I thought I had found him and I was wrong and it sucks so bad. I really thought the LORD had put this man in my life for a reason and now I really don't know what to think anymore. It sucks to go from being happy and really liking someone to feeling broken. I hate this feeling. I just want to cry but can't since I am at work. I really feel like crap.