Boring life...

My life totally sucks!!! I actually had a rare kid free day today and had no one to spend it with. I really need some friends or a boyfriend. I have been by myself since 2:30 and it is now 8 and I have not left the house. Why is my life this way? When am I ever going to get a life and have someone to spend it with when I actually have the free time? It really makes me cry because I want to be able to go out and do things every now and again when I get the chance and I finally got the chance and no one to do anything with so I'm stuck in the house looking crazy. Can I please get a man in my life so I will have someone to go out with? The lonely life really sucks and it is not fun at all. I am so over being single. I just want a decent man to come into my life who is all about me and wants to spend all of his free time with me. Five long years of singleness is starting to hit me hard. I do pretty good most days but when days like this come around it makes you realize how lonely you really are and how nice it would be to have someone there for you when you need them. I hope someone will come along soon. I am not getting any younger and I just want someone who I can share my life with. Is that so wrong?