Monday, May 14, 2018
I think I am done dating...
I really think I am officially done dating for awhile. From the looks of it the guy I was interested in may be in a relationship and it sucks. Of course, I had to snoop on her Facebook page and its a pic of them together. It pisses me off because how many dates did we go on and I never got a picture of us together. It just really hurts my heart and makes me want to cry that I can't be with the man that I have been wanting for a year. I can't believe I wasted a year on this guy for me to end up with my heart hurt and in that year it literally got me no where with him. It makes me feel like a fool, a dummy. I'm still asking myself why did this have to happen to me? All I can do is sit here and try to keep the tears from falling. I really, really, really liked this guy. I could see myself being with him. I thought we always had fun when we were together. I just hate that I wasn't good enough for him because he was definitely good enough for me. He was everything I could have ever asked for in a man. I just think to myself that maybe it won't last long, maybe it's just a summer fling, and maybe I still have a chance one day. Trying to make myself feel better but I still feel like crap. I just hope it doesn't last a long time. That's all I need is to be crying over a guy who was never really mine but I wish he was. All I can do is move on and try to keep my mind off of him which probably won't be easy but I do know that I am officially done dating for the time being. I do not want to end up in this position again. Feeling like a complete fool. I hope this feeling goes away soon but I don't think it will...
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