Life sucks once again...

So today it is looking like the guy that I have been interested in for a year is interested in someone else. He is writing on facebook about being interested in someone and I know it isn't me. I feel like I wasted a year and it pisses me off. I really like this guy and I was hoping that the feeling would be mutual. I thought that if we spent enough time together that it would eventually lead to a relationship. I tried my best. Anytime that I would have a free night to myself or had a chance to go out I always asked him. I guess the whole spending time with someone to lead to a relationship thing is false. I pretty much knew he wasn't into me the way I was into him. Every time we did go out it was from me asking, he never asks me if we can go out and we never hang out. I have always waited to hear, "Hey, if you're not doing anything can I come over and hang out?" but that never happened. It just really sucks because I honestly feel like every guy that I am interested in they are never interested in me. This is the fourth instance that I can think of this happening to me. It always makes me wonder, "What's wrong with me?" and "Why am I never good enough?" I always feel like I am always last choice. When will it ever be my turn to be happy? When am I ever going to find someone who is interested in me as much as I am interested in them? It makes me want to cry. Why can I never have the guy that I am interested in? It's times like this that really make you feel lonely. I just wish I knew when the loneliness will finally be over.