Alone forever......

Why do I feel like I am going to be alone forever? Is there a man out there for me somewhere? I wish I knew. It just sucks being alone all the time. I just wish I had someone to be with, spend time with, talk to. I feel like I am just alone all the time. I don't have anybody to go out and do things with. It just sucks when I have the opportunity to have time to go out, I have no one to turn to. I know God has a man out there for me somewhere but sometimes it is just hard to wait to see when he will come around. Its not like I'm desperate for anybody but I'm just waiting on that one special guy that God has in store for me. I'm kind of hoping that its the guy that I am interested in but it still seems like nothing is going anywhere with this guy. Still no dates and it kind of seems like he barely talks to me. I feel like I do all of talking. I really like him and he seems like everything I could ever ask for someone I could spend the rest of my life with but things are going so slow and it seems like things are going no where between us as much as I want them to. We have been talking to each other for over a month and it doesn't seem like we are working towards becoming anything to each other. Right now, all I want is for us to grow as friends. I want us to be able to talk to each other about any and everything, be able to go out with each other and have fun, just work on possibly becoming best friends in the future and that will lead to us becoming even more. If only things were that easy for me. I am trying to hold on to hope and faith that everything will work out but it is extremely hard when I am alone all the time. It is not fun being alone, not having anyone to confide in, go out and have fun with, laugh with, just someone to share my life with and love. I am a very loving person and that's what I need in my life is someone to love. As hard as it is to just sit back and wait, that is all I can do unfortunately. I am ready for the love of my life to come into my life and make things better and to make me feel whole again. I feel like there is something missing in my life and it is that one person to share it with. I pray for him to come into my life soon because I can not take this being alone all the time every single day. I want to feel happy and have joy in my heart I just need a love to put it there. I have my daughter but it is still a piece of my heart that is still missing and isn't complete. I ready to feel complete.....