Merry Christmas!!!!

Its Christmas!!! I feel like I'm not really in the spirit. It just feels like something is missing. I spent the morning with my daughter watching her play with her gifts and just enjoying my time with her. Now she is gone with her dad and now I am bored with nothing to do. I'm just watching Christmas movies right now. I actually just found my Christmas present!! Didn't think I got anything but I got a laptop! Yay! I totally needed a new one. The one I have sucks. If it doesn't stay plugged in it cuts off so now I can use my old one as a back up and start using my new one just in time for school. I feel like I keep thinking about how much I wish I had my own family to celebrate the holiday with. I just keep imagining what it would be like me, my husband and our children opening presents, me making breakfast and us just enjoying our time together until we get dressed and go around to visit other family. Then we can come home and enjoy the rest of our Christmas together. That is what I am looking forward to. I can't wait until I am blessed with my own family because right now I am bored with nothing to do. I so hope that Christmas next year will be a lot better than this year was. Still waiting for that man I asked for Christmas but I know that's not going to happen but a girl can dream....